Ignore me

hello! hello! hello there!
can anybody see me?
can anybody hear me?
or touch me?
where am i? some kind of fantasy space out here?
yuhuuu! am i exist? or shall i say,
im a tiny little dust flying around,

nothing can make u see, hear or touch me,
cause im useless!

Red and black till u lost your voice



My voice is gone, bcoz yesterday i had a great time cheering my team not "my team shebby ok" its red devil!! wah its so unpredictable when my voice gone like this, i gonna recover it before this 18th... or not, i will able to throw my voice to sing a song for "Gema". Anyway, today i have a jamming session i think today i will not standing near to the microphone laaa, coz gile nk nyayi...so today arab je laa yang melalak!! the main point is, its been a long time i didnt lost my voice but yesterday match so...so...so great! red devil forever... cayalah Ronaldo and the rest of mate!!

Love is...

Love is to stare
Love is to admire
Love is to care
Love is to desire
Love is to want
Love is to need
Love is divine.

Alone

Alone I drift away,
Alone I walk a thousand miles,
Alone I fall asleep,
Alone I stare at the sky,
Alone I sit under a tree,
Alone I cry.

Alone I dream of you,
Alone I hope and pray,
to God who is so merciful and powerful
to let me find my way.

Alone I drift away,
Alone I live today,
and alone I'll die someday.

p/s: I'm so alone...

Kerana dia adalah kamu

aku terpegun melihat dirimu tersenyum,
ia bagaikan menganjak diriku kembali kesitu,
namun, aku ingin menyatakannya
adakah aku adalah aku,
atau mungkin aku adalah bayangan tidurku?

selalu aku menyedari hidupku dengan memori
yang tidak pernah sama sekali luput dalam ingatan ini,
aku juga selalu didatangi dengan dejavu yang sama sekali
aku tidak pasti adakah ia benar, adakah itu pasti?
pasti untukku?!

aku terpegun bila kau ungkapkan kata-kata dari bibirmu,
ia bagaikan membawaku ke satu tempat mendengar kehebatan kicauan burung,
taktala kegembiraan menyelebungi kehadiranku,
namun, aku ingin menyatakannya
adakah dirimu benar-benar bersamaku,
atau aku sengaja menolak diriku untuk jatuh keseorangan,
didalam lubuk yang tidak akan pasti aku naik kembali

benarkah aku masih ada ruang untukmu?
atau aku hanya bermain dengan bayanganmu saja...

1st Round T.K.O

Finally the 1st round of FYP submission da anto!! lega tuh lega laa but somehow i dont feel so good about it... hah! now we moving towards the 2nd round of "boxing competition" this one got to be really hard to imagine in terms of mental and psychology illness, man! it should be done! hope i can grad on time, and i wish all of them a very goodluck... kepala pon da mantong this week i got to rush back home to settle a thing plus i've got no money because all of used for "war" haha nice terms!

p/s: nothing going well here especially my life... hate myself!!

Tired eyes with crucial strength to seek

all this weeks makes me busy all day long, but somehow i've got a little time for playing cards, dota and of course mamak laa... weeks of worlds hell dominating my atmosphere, fyp...fyp that is the word of tension, repetition working, mental illness, haha and many more symptoms that we all can see for this in coming deadline of the project... now, im blogging myself to release some stress that kept inside, whether i know i can see 'tuah' hahaha. my progression of my works is now down in too a lil bit of relaxing sket laaa... but for sure i got many stuff to settle it down!! so,thats all i think!! cant wait to sleep in peaceful and harmony moment...

p/s: good luck for your submission and hope you enjoy busying urself for the FYP!!