mental state

i know i cant stop of dreaming... some sweet n some might be nitemare
i hate to be what i am and i love to be someone around me
i drive myself into something that i couldnt make it...im sad...
but im still used to be someone that in the past, can i?
who feel this kind of feeling?
i know someday i will stop dreaming of it... perhaps i dont want
i can feel numb in my heart whether im trying to hurt it
with the tones of breath i will... and i will keep my dreams until
i am deaf tones... anyway how i feel is the deepest ever gap between
how you feel, i hope that im okay for the craziness of i am