Cold

Im just sitting in my car and
Waiting for my girl to drift away my life
But then she wasnt show up?!
Why? probably im so idiot to understand
The thing that i suppose not to undesstand
Yes, i know im just running away because
I know im a jerk to you
I know you so special for me
But im not so special at all
Im nothing and always condemn myself to look you
For almost 2 years or maybe 3 years i couldnt see what i want to see
Oh shit! i forgot, i always dreaming about you and you only
Appear in my dream... why not in reality too?!
This is cold enough for me to live my life