LOSER

yet still into the word of loser...ok! please somebody tell me that im not the one of it! i cant feel the way it is?!

p/s: dont ask, dont bother, im still like s***!

Again with some agony situation

play arround with words and smile
sometimes can make us a lil' bit of distracting
toward something that we are ahead
lie, hate, its all about to be change into pretending matters
whether it is such a nonsense action been taken
trust, love, its all the bottom line here whether you want it
or you lose it, try not to wanting it to be lose
here, there, and every inch on the earth that you step
i will hear for it, whether you dont want me to hear it
i will never see you again in the next resurrection
so lie, hate, trust and love will be my next companion
like it or hate it, it shall be one of us!
welcome to my next journey into the ages of agony
that always welcoming me into it and jailed me in it!
lights will be never be seen again when i enter it...
welcome home cj,and its a home for you to breakout!
through your journey...

emo in the morning

am i such a fool?
or maybe im such an idiot?
downing myself with the words that make me such a broken heart people
why? should i live in the world of loser?
can i be like those people that always in free and been loved?
i like this! whether deep inside i know, i much more than this
10,11,12 whatever it that im always be like im used to be
such ashame! such a loser, what should it takes to be something to be mine
the quiet things that no one ever know except me and god

p/s:such a crap post i posted today right? nevermind i write what i feel about it :(

CLASH OF THE TITANS

so its a draw! hmm its much more better if we won the game! but still 3 points leading! hehehe... great match and Glory to Red Devilians!!

THANK YOU

thank you, amy i really love that t-shirt...
kinda nice design with the flying tiger...wakaka cute!
thank you again for remembering my birthday!!
i love it and i like it and im speechless!!
only a word of "THANK YOU" that really mean how deep it is!


p/s: 1st ever girl that give me a present for my birthday (amy)
next year nak lagi ble?? hehe kidding...

T-E-N-N-I-S

haha! a good class from MR LEE, our tennis sifu! so otai you know... today practice was damn good, we were been told be ply half court and practice to hit the ball, but one of my friend, wahwahwah he hit the ball like hes playing full court! wahwahwah not that all he claim himself as roger federer kahkahkah! but its ok la if he is federer so i am boris baker la! the otai one! we practice in about 20 to 30 min and its damn give me a really sweat like rainning.. but im gonna like it tennis class, at least i work up once in a week!haha! great tennis, and great people there (amoi2nyer) hahaha!!


p/s: one day, i will head-to-head with MR GHAZ aka SAMPRAS kots?? can i win it?

Time after time

so, after all im gone here now im back again... with a good holiday and very good life, i think?! erm, so my life again and again continue whats suppose it done, its like a routine everyday when i woke up! yesterday is 25 for me, next year 26...OMG im getting older and older but still cant reach what i suppose to reach, but anyway most of it i already archieve it. this blog i write it today using my new CPU that i bought it at low yatt where PCs thing might come cheaper than you thought... wahwahwah best gak quotation nihkan? "low yatt where PCs thing might come cheaper than you thought" hahaha! actually this new heart is for my final project that will make my head more and more pressure like hell! so, i made it to my final year studying at MMU and all those days i gonna miss it... and i should miss it really much the memories the anger the sadness and the happiest day there!

so, i like my life but sometimes i gotta pretend to like it and i know that i hate it... i gotta admit it that i dont like people see me in other way! hrmm! bout my final project proposal hahha thats kinda playing arround my head right now, MAN 3 proposal!!! sound like easy but its hell hard MAN!!! haha you what last 2 trimester i take japs language but i couldnt take it so i drop it and for this trimester surely i gotta take subject more to sports, i mean badminton! hahha lame gler xmaen badminton dowh!! i heard that badminton physical fitness is the most toughest test u gonna through... but i will whether i know my knee background is not perfect enough to play! hahaha i hope my knee will stick together wawkaka...

owhh well im getting older and older and im proud of it cause the younger days make me grow stronger and stronger and make me believe that i have something in my life that i should let it go to have it! so, till we meet again and for those is reading my blog i love you and i will love you no matter where you are, cause i believe in it!

p/s: me old...me old...me old...me old...me old...